Sigh...
I was depressed this morning for the first time in recent memory... that sucks... dealing with it is different now... but everything will turn out fine... good things come to those who wait... I'm just tired of apparently never being good enough... don't forget me... cause I'll still be here waiting.

Other than that little outburst, today was A-OK... My grandpa came over which I have mixed feelings about... because he is a weirdo... but I like hearing him play piano... and it is a comfort to me that he is 80 years old and still has a full head of hair... But he came to his first memorial... I'm not sure how he reacted but it made my mom happy... that's nice.

I went out tonight with Scott and Mike Matthews and Joe Thompson and Bryan Lee after memorial it was good times, noodle salad, as usual.

Goodnight